listen. i know that jude law is kind of a dick or whatever, but he is really really hot in "the holiday." he's got his full head of hair, his two cute daughters, his dreamy accent, his cozy country house - i mean, i want all of it. and yes, i am watching the holiday. and i'm drinking tea, my sweats are on, my bra is off, and really just having a bang up time here in apartment 103 on this lovely wednesday evening.
i'm trying out this new thing people talk about called "relaxing." though, as you can see it's a work in progress as i'm multitasking watching a movie and writing. but i find it hard in this digital age to just do one thing anymore. have you made it through a movie or tv show at home without checking your phone to see if anything has changed in 5 minutes? i struggle with that.
but i guess tonight the progress is that i'm not obsessing over things i have been obsessing over lately - my apartment, my job, my upcoming stacay and vacay. these are things i continually use to distract myself, things i pick up and play with that i don't need to be worried about. i like to create drama i don't need to feel something, to feel normal, to not feel other emotions that are uncomfortable oh my god, jude law just put his glasses on.
well, that's enough to get me paying full attention again. goodnight.
xoxo
meags
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