Monday, September 9, 2013

challenge #2 (post 30): trapeze

"he'd fly through the air with the greatest of ease
that daring young man on the flying trapeze"

has it seriously been almost 3 months since i updated the blog? good lord, how time flies. i'm back in new york for a bit working out here and staying with friends (thank you holly!) on their couches and/or housesitting where i can. the fact that i have amazing people on both coasts who are willing to put me up while i'm "in transition" is simple incredible to me. i am lucky.

while working back in new york, a friend at an audio house asked me if i would want to take a trapeze class with her (duh!) to complete on my challenge list that still remains with about 7 challenges uncompleted. thank you sasha @ heard city for making this challenge come true!

Streb is a trapeze + tumbling school in the south side of williamsburg. sasha has been going for about a year now, and our other friend dana has been going for about 7 months. our class had about 8 people in it, all with varying levels of expertise ranging from n00b (moi) to this amazing girl who didn't even have to be strapped in to do a catch. sheesh. we had 3 amazing instructors - josh, ace, and thaddeus. since i had never done this before, i had a little private instruction beforehand on the logistics - how to grip the bar, how to swing and use momentum, and some terms for the trick i was going to do - the knee hang. they strapped on the tightest belt imaginable around my waist and we practiced a few times on the low bar before i had to climb the ladder to the platform and do a jump. i started to get extremely nervous during this point, mainly because my hands really hurt after gripping the bar and my first instinct was just to let go. apparently i am not supposed to do anything without hearing the instructor call it out first, including letting go. noted. nervously, i awaited my turn to jump.

i climbed the ladder to the platform and chalked my hands a few times since i was sweating so badly. i held onto the side of the ladder, and placed my toes so they were hanging over the edge of the platform like i was told. they pushed my hips forward so i was full on leaning over the edge, which is not a natural position you instinctively want to do. double noted. i took the bar in my right hand. i let go of the side of the ladder and i gripped the bar with both hands. i brought it to eye level. my hips were forward, my chest was out, they called "ready" and i bent my knees. the instructor yelled out:

"and HUP."

and i froze.

i heard some laughter from the group (and maybe me too?). i was so scared i couldn't convince myself to jump.

"let's try again meg. and HUP"

and i sucked it up and jumped off. and whoa, i was FLYING. i was TRAPEZING! i mean, i didn't wait for any instructions and pretty much panicked. but i jumped! i am pretty sure the instructor saw the terror all over my face but he said some encouraging things anyway and said i would get it next time. i believe at this point, body shaking with terror, i said i was going to make the trapeze my bitch. while i am not sure that i really got to "trapeze is my bitch status," i think i was able to do 3 complete knee hangs. which i am told is pretty ok! i wouldn't go calling the circus just yet, but it was a solid attempt. and i really did something that scared the shit out of me. i mean - full on shaking. even when i convinced myself i was ok i couldn't stop my body from shaking. i think i might be a little afraid of heights? whatever. i freaking did it and it was awesome. and i have some proof!


what's that quote about doing one thing ever day that scares you? is that a thing? or just one of those inspirational plaques you get at cost plus said by "unknown." regardless. i am a firm believer in trying new things, even if it's pretty much the scariest thing besides ziplining that you've done in 2013. no joke.
our instructor ace, sasha, me, and dana post trapeze (note the chalk)
would i do it again? if you would have asked me on saturday, i would have told you absolutely not. once is enough for me thank you! but i couldn't stop thinking about it all weekend. i think i've had a taste of the other side - the side where fear doesn't dictate my life. and i think i might have maybe, just a teeny bit, actually liked it.

and next time, i will make the trapeze my bitch.

challenge #2 (post 30) - complete!

xoxo
meags


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